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7/27/14

A Strange New Cottage

POEM A Strange New Cottage by Allen Ginsberg

Illustration by my uncle of the cottage he built in the mountains in Taiwan.





















A Strange New Cottage

    All afternoon cutting bramble blackberries off a tottering brown 
fence
    under a low branch with its rotten old apricots miscellaneous under 
the leaves,
    fixing the drip in the intricate gut machinery of a new toilet;
    found a good coffeepot in the vines by the porch, rolled a big tire out
of the scarlet bushes, hid my marijuana;
    wet the flowers, playing the sunlit water each to each, returning for
godly extra drops for the string beans and daisies;
    three times walked round the grass and sighed absently;
    my reward, when the garden fed me its plums from the form of a small tree in the corner,
an angel thoughtful of my stomach, and my dry and lovelorn tongue. 

Living a block and 50 summers away from the setting of this poem, I wonder what draws me to this place - scenes of Berkeley in the summer, tucked away behind a mess of plum branches and leaves back lit by the sun. Music echos with the sound of construction and brown carpet silent under my feet. With a precious number of summers ahead, I wonder where I'm headed and what kind of fruit I'll have to eat. 



5/23/14



































Gentrification and the Urban Garden

ARTICLE Gentrification and the Urban Garden via The New Yorker

Regarding development in West Oakland and neighboring areas. The issue of gentrification here brings up the question of how survival-based practices and craft have become objectified, packaged, and sold to boutique buyers at the expense of others. Urban gardening, farming, and beekeeping - these productive practices come from a history of struggle and celebration, not really from magazines or cute shops (as much as I love them). 



5/19/14

Failing

NOTHING like trying to drive a big old van that strikes deep fear into my heart every time I get to a stop sign.

If anything, I'm thankful for this time to make glorious mistakes, to learn, and to be on some kind of adventure, even if it's as hard as getting into first gear on a gentle uphill slope (so hard)! This past year has been like this - dedicating every day to work through, in a slow and desperate way, the difficulties of doing something new - a true challenge. If not for people who have kept me inspired and feeling grateful, I probably wouldn't be strong enough to fail and be happy for it. Happy summer!


















Omg help! I'm going to stall out again! @ China Camp State Park, San Rafael

5/11/14